Woah... I just noticed something. all my old posts were all so emo and dramatic LOL... ok I will remove it if I had time.. cya. just passing by :)

A little gift I buy for myself.

I just happen to saw this little cute bear with the date of my birthday on it, and so without a second thought I just go straight ahead and buy it.LoL

Well it's a blue bear with a "8 August" printed on it. I just love this kind of stuff that is related to my birthday or my zodiac. I name the bear "Aoi-chan" LOL!

I have to keep moving on

They are all on their own. Meaning I have to move on too. Thinking back the past time ain't getting me anywhere it will only bring back those memories and regret. I'm on my own now, apparently none to hang with that's why I need to be strong.

Random rambling..

Well well.... how long has it been since last time i update... ok apparently I have no mood in doing anything... I feel so empty and I don't feel excited or anything.... and somehow I begin to think that I am like a 'Leftover' well... I don't just come with this out of no where...

First thing is... sometimes I felt that I am needed or should I say there is place for me... and other time I felt that I don't fit anywhere (awkward silence)... and at that moment I felt like disappearing at that instant (now I have the policy of "Silence is gold" YAY..! -.-" )...And now I become so sensitive with my phone... =.= should I say I've developed a habit of "checking your phone every minute even though you know no one is going to text you" oh well..... I am becoming more and more miserable everyday... and pathetic... but anyway I still have to move on... yeaa it totally feels like Im restarting everything...

Second thing is everything has totally changed... the time that I cherish is no longer here...... the fun time I usually have is no more here... now the only fun thing I have is watching anime alone in my room... and doing my assignmnt which no fun at all... and nowadays I think a lot of stuff... and I have really weird dream... =A= and no one to tell...

not going out of my room for 1 day used to make me crazy.... but now... I feel like Im better off stay inside my room.. watching anime and staring at Yunho's pic (and start giggling for some reason... Im crazy bout him k? >///< )... and I wish I can get my motivation back by that....

Anyway... this is just a random rambling of mine....

Im boredddddd and wish someone to talk to and tons of assignmnt waiting... *sigh*

update

New sem start and now I am in my major year...well actually it's still consider as foundation...new classmates and new friends...yeah...I felt something is different I don't know whether it is just me being paranoid or maybe that's the fact.

Well....how could I say... Lonely ? maybe.... the truth is I don't want to refer to myself as being emo... erm...facing two difficult choice such as being myself or trying to fit in. I obviously prefer the first choice but as in real life the second choice is more like it. Walking down my own path sure needs lots of sacrifice and I know that well.

Im posting this not because I wanted to..I just can't find anyone to hear this out... well I guess Im becoming more and more poetic ?? O.o

LoL....ok now back to work...

What the hell is wrong with people these days???

I am really pissed off when I see so many people detest the earth hour. I mean we live on EARTH and it is out duty to protect our planet...some people just comment like "it's my right to turn on my light you stupid biatch" WTF is that..!??!?!?!

I really don't get it...THAT KIND OF PEOPLE Shall DIE...I really mean it...!! they should die and be burned to ashes until NOTHING left from them...

It's just one hour to turn off your light...it's not like you are gonna die or something....our ancestor used to live without light at all....you turn off your light for one hour I know it won't help our earth that much since WE human destroy our OWN earth too much already... And I really angry when I saw this comment "i have the right to leave my lights on and consume every ounce of fossile fuel i can. my life my rules you get off my planet biatch...." Let me tell this BASTARD something....YOU... are FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT....!! there won't be any fuel left if everyone in the world think like you....you are just some spoil ignorant people that don't care about your own planet...go build your own planet...

I am sorry if my post is really rude but I am so damn pissed off with these type of people

anyway... I am planning to join the earth hour

SAVE OUR EARTH

update XD

okay now....I apparently have no time to update my blog very often....so once I update I will make it super long....haha(I guess...-.-a)

Currently I'm so into "Hikaru no Go" (For those who don't know google it) it's actually a really...not really long though anime...I've finished reading the manga and watching the anime...it's awesome..!! and I don't know why....when I watch the sad part in the anime I cry....TWICE (coz I watch twice XD)....okay...this is new for me... -.- but then...if you ask me...I really recommend this haha... I'm so in love with it XDD

Anyway...Chinese New Year is coming....!!!! Wohooo~ going back home....wish I will get ang pau... :P

but then...this is the only time the whole family gather...so eventhough lots of assignmnt..I still want to go back home....

This week have been a really fun week and so as the money that flow out of my pocket ( my money...T.T) but then it's worth it...since it's my friends' b'day....probably because I have so much fun...now I'm too lazy to do my assignmnt.... T_T and somemore I got tons of new movie to watch..... >.< *sigh* I just want to relax.... TT.TT

And Naruto update.... (*Naruto fan hoho~) *sigh* as usual another shocking truth...now I pity Danzo....eventhough I used to really hate him....but now I give him my sympathy....

as for Sasuke... I really want to smack him..!! Bakaa Sasuke...!!

okay...fiuh....got lots more stuff to type but....have to get back to my assignmnt.... =.=